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The medication

Sat Mar 12, 2005, 9:37 PM
My life is just one big heeping pile of bull shit.... I'm staring to wonder why i am here. I've been thinking a lot bout suicide lately... not about doing it just thinking bout it... I wonder how much it hurts.... I wonder how it feels.. cause it cant feel much worse than how I feel right now. I finally reaized why I love that guy that wont be with me... you know... the crush.... I feel like i've fallen pray to a beast... my heart... why did it trust him? why?!?! I think I know why... but there are things that I need to keep inside me and me only...i cant do it anymore... how can I face him... Why did my heart listen when he said that he loved me... * crying* I've been up for 3 days strait.. thinking bout it... I cant anymore. I need someone... please.. I wish I had someone.... i feel used and hurt neglected and alone I want to die... because then i would stop crying. My face at the moment is wet with tears.. I've been crying mostly all day... all I can think about is dying.... and going to hell....

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Resident Evil
  • Interests: I like manga, demons, anime,and Dark things
  • Favourite movie: Vampire Hunter D ~bloodlust and The Grudge it scared the crud out of me!
  • Favourite band or musician: Eiffel 65 ~ or Ardens and his Cello~ Nittle Grasper~Badluck!
  • Favourite genre of music: Techno "happy hardcore"
  • Favourite artist: I like my art... I know your wishing I had a scanner arn't you?
  • Favourite poet or writer: ME ME ME!!
  • Favourite photographer: My lover Ardens
  • Favourite style of art: Comp Graphics
  • Operating System: the type doctors use?
  • MP3 player of choice: Um are they that different?
  • Shell of choice: the ones my hermit crabs have i guess
  • Wallpaper of choice: I prefer paint I really dislike wallpaper... But I do enjoy ripping it down!
  • Skin of choice: Mine its soft and comfy and fit like a glove hahaha
  • Favourite game: I love Legend of Zelda& the one I'm gunna make in two years
  • Favourite gaming platform: A DDR dance pad are there any others?
  • Favourite cartoon character: Vash From Trigun! and in his imortal words PEACE and LOVE!
  • Personal Quote: what did i do to deserve to be trapped, to be torcherd in the hell my mind built...
  • Tools of the Trade: A heart melting smile...

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:icondispiacerebello:
ahhh its me...

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Hellishly Yours,
~*AMARE Validur Gales MARGIN~*
[link] my fave mix by EIFFEL 65!!! Love Rainbow Brite's horse... He's a beast..So am I..
:iconangelraverboy:
Brenda.. go away.. I don't like you.. your mean and stole my friggin pens.. wait ... EWWWWWWWWWW I 've been kissed!!!!!! GRossssssssssssssss!! ... ew girl cooties
:iconfuzzybunnytismine16:
loves. :hug:


YOU HAVE BEEN KISSED!!!
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*dingding* RULES:
1- You can kiss the person who kissed you!
2- You can't kiss the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- kiss 6 other people
4- You should kiss them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started kissing right away!

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One last time the rose shall shed its pedals. One last time the skies shall give thier sweet rain. And one last time I shall feel your love.
:iconvertigo-irony:
XDD :wave:
Japan is teh secks
cool stuff you have in your gallery :p

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We bury the waste, the sins, the feelings decayed, and we start over with new found holiness in a temple built upon a sewer..
:iconardens:
:blackice: :nieman: :liquify: :noir: :dygel:
:blackice: :nieman: :liquify: :noir: :dygel:
:blackice: :nieman: :liquify: :noir: :dygel:
:blackice: :nieman: :liquify: :noir: :dygel:
:blackice: :nieman: :liquify: :noir: :dygel:
:blackice: :nieman: :liquify: :noir: :dygel:
:blackice: :nieman: :liquify: :noir: :dygel:

AHHH!!! RUN!!!....awww but I want one...okay sorry

~Ardens~
:iconangelfoxlegacyblu:
but your for getting :batty:!! poor thing it feels left out...

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Kiss me in the moonlight dancing, bloody tears run down my face and pour over the hell in mind and drown those I love even if they loved me back... They will all die because of me...
:iconangelfoxlegacyblu:
princeofflcl <<<< cool new friend

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Kiss me in the moonlight dancing, bloody tears run down my face and pour over the hell in mind and drown those I love even if they loved me back... They will all die because of me...
:iconangelfoxlegacyblu:
Hi everyone how goes it? I love you and will be on tommorrow BYE!

~ Lord Shugo~ :floating:

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Kiss me in the moonlight dancing, bloody tears run down my face and pour over the hell in mind and drown those I love even if they loved me back... They will all die because of me...
:iconsan-wolfire-blu:
Hello Shugo!
This is San, but shh, don't tell anyone. I''ve been wanting your DA name for SOOOO LONG! But I was to brain-dead to remember it. :sadangel: Oh well, now I have it. Come look at my poems some time, and I'll look at yours. Its not fair! You have so many page views!!
Demonicaly yours,
San/she who runs with scissors.

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~When you smile, the world smiles with you. When you cry, you cry alone while the rest of the world goes on smiling.~

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